Tried to go to college to study CS, had panic attacks due to the massive size of my university and how many people are there. Couldn't even go to my classes. Never made any friends either. The uni doesn't seem to give a shit if someone lags behind or does poorly due to mental health problems.
I'm never going to succeed. People like me aren't meant to succeed.
I am superior in every single and possible way to every person there including you.
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Anonymous2014-12-08 10:56
>>2 Thank you for your worthwhile contribution to the thread.
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Anonymous2014-12-08 12:02
your mental health issues can help you focus on something productive instead
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Anonymous2014-12-08 18:30
I am superior in every single and possible way to every person there including you and >>2.
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Anonymous2014-12-09 1:45
Have you tried not having panic attacks?
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Anonymous2014-12-09 4:17
Just take some anti-panic attacks drugs. How hard is that?
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Anonymous2014-12-09 5:07
I have bipolar disorder, and one of my most characteristic traits of my manic episodes is anxiety to the levels of hysteria. I take medication for it though. I've gotten better.
>>9 Yeah, I knew I Shouldn't have contributed to this thread.
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Anonymous2014-12-09 9:04
>>1 You're just different. There's no shame in that.
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Anonymous2014-12-09 9:45
>>7 I've had this same conversation so many times that I'm tired of explaining it over and over again in depth. TL;DR the medications that can successfully treat panic are bad for your brain. Bad enough that panic attacks are more desirable.
>>12 Are you referring to anti-anxiety drugs like Xanax and Valium?
I took an anti-psychotic (risperdol) and it made me pretty zombie-ish. I now take abilify which is much better, at least it is for me. But I don't really have a panic disorder, I just have panic attacks as a symptom of my mania; so the medication is for mania and not panic attacks.
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Anonymous2014-12-09 10:59
>>14 LOL FAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG FAG EMO BOY LOLLLLLL MUH MANIA IM SO DEEP AND DARK AND EDGY CUT MY LIFE INTO PIECES THIS IS MY LAST RESORT
Dear xanax, I love you. Dear xanax, I hate you. Dear xanax, I can't live without you. Dear xanax, I want to live without you. Dear xanax, I don't want to live without you. Dear xanax, You are both the problem and the solution to my problems. Dear xanax, I love you more than family or friends. Dear xanax, I wish you didn't exist. Dear xanax, You give my life meaning. Dear xanax, I am very conflicted about how I feel about you. Dear xanax, Please stop giving me seizures when I stop taking you. Dear xanax, I want you to make me feel good like you used to. Dear xanax, How come every doctor here won't let me forget you? Dear xanax, Why are you so easy to obtain? Dear xanax, Please stop destroying my brain.
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Anonymous2014-12-09 13:42
>>18 imo xanax is lame i like snorting risperidone better.
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Anonymous2014-12-09 15:11
>>19,18 Stupid Americans, totally brainwashed by the pharma industry.
I'm never going to succeed. People like me aren't meant to succeed.
Then you should accept yoar fate. You have already admitted yoar roal. Admission leads to acceptance; acceptance, to peace; peace, to an inner journey to another cognitive state; and finally excessive inebriation, acting up in public, and the serial filing of patents in the United States and the European Union foar perpetual-motion machine designs.
Whether the goatfinger can be avoided at that juncture, is not in any way certain.
I'm a dipshit so I ended up failing a few physics and math courses. My parents, of course, didn't like it, so I ended up paying for all my failed courses myself. My school would refuse to give me a loan too. Took me an entire year to finish what would've taken me six measly months if I had the money right then. Oh well.
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Anonymous2014-12-10 14:52
Check 'em.
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Anonymous2014-12-10 19:55
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