Tried to go to college to study CS, had panic attacks due to the massive size of my university and how many people are there. Couldn't even go to my classes. Never made any friends either. The uni doesn't seem to give a shit if someone lags behind or does poorly due to mental health problems.
I'm never going to succeed. People like me aren't meant to succeed.
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Anonymous2014-12-09 12:56
Dear xanax, I love you. Dear xanax, I hate you. Dear xanax, I can't live without you. Dear xanax, I want to live without you. Dear xanax, I don't want to live without you. Dear xanax, You are both the problem and the solution to my problems. Dear xanax, I love you more than family or friends. Dear xanax, I wish you didn't exist. Dear xanax, You give my life meaning. Dear xanax, I am very conflicted about how I feel about you. Dear xanax, Please stop giving me seizures when I stop taking you. Dear xanax, I want you to make me feel good like you used to. Dear xanax, How come every doctor here won't let me forget you? Dear xanax, Why are you so easy to obtain? Dear xanax, Please stop destroying my brain.
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Anonymous2014-12-09 13:42
>>18 imo xanax is lame i like snorting risperidone better.