The blog of a depressed programmer

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The blog of a depressed programmer

I'm depressed. I'm a programmer. This is my story.
I'll update whenever I feel like it, no promises.

I will be using RSA for signing, I hope you guys don't mind, I just don't want to have my blog 'stolen', so to say. Let's hope the board software doesn't rape the whitespace and causes these signature checks to fail.

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>>19
That's just lack of focus. Motivation includes being able to manage focus, or being able to disregard everything else and do what you need to do. You lack both focus and motivation, fucking around learning about random shit you enjoy isn't motivation, it's just fucking around. Whether it's beneficial or not doesn't matter, you enjoy it and idly read comp sci topics and look at Touhou butts.

Motivation is what gives you the ability to sit through the parts that aren't fun.