I have of late, but wherefore I know not, lost all my mirth
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!L33tUKZj5I2020-06-04 2:25
and indeed it goes so heavily with my disposition that this goodly frame the earth seems to me a sterile promontory; this most excellent canopy the air, look you, this mighty o'rehanging firmament, this majestical roof fretted with golden fire; why, it appeareth nothing to me but a foul and pestilent congregation of vapours. What a piece of work is a man, how noble in reason, how infinite in faculties, how like an angel in apprehension, how like a God! The beauty of the world, paragon of animals; and yet to me, what is this quintessence of dusk. Man delights not me, no, nor women neither, nor women neither.
>>2 Day 6 of no intoxicants and reality is setting back in. I remember how much I hate the world.
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Anonymous2020-06-04 4:52
I have a roommate that talks like she is the arbiture of TRUTH. It does cause me great distress. Current goal is to earn moar money, seems to be the only thing she respects even though she is the camel that willl try to thread the needle.
>>3 Sucks, went 4 days listening to religious BS; not sure if if I'm Pagan or Buddhist, but living with a hardcore Cristian is one of those deeper levels of Hell.
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Anonymous2020-06-04 6:22
>>3 Godspeed! What were the intoxicants? Alcohol only or alcohol+xanax? Xanax withdrawal is hell. Don't forget, the computer is your friend.
>>6 He was a professor of English language and litterature for a short period of time of his turbulent life. But you know how it goes:
Young teacher, the subject Of schoolgirl fantasy She wants him so badly Knows what she wants to be
Inside her, there's longing This girl's an open page Book marking, she's so close now This girl is half his age...
That's why he's a gay nodejs programmer now.
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!L33tUKZj5I2020-06-04 13:35
>>5 Just alcohol and weed. The alcohol one is thenone that's kicking me. Normally I would just smoke weed and I'd be fine, but with a completely naked mind it's far harder. I walked past the booze aisle in the supermarket three times the other day and spent a couple of minutes staring at it. Was a close call, I very nearly failed.
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!L33tUKZj5I2020-06-04 13:36
>>6 That's prose rather than poetry my friend, and a rather famous piece at that.
I did break down and buy some weed, but I've been having the smallest amount. I used it as a reward because I worked 6 days last week instead of my normal two.
>>42 My anus remains unpenetrated by sketching implements. Dod you check yours by accident? A common mistake.
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!L33tUKZj5I2020-07-14 2:49
I think I'm over the idea of killing myself.
I've told that woman that I can't do this any more.
Also if I killed myself, nobody would be as nice to my dog as I am and nobody would love him as much. So I have to stick it out at least until he dies
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Anonymous2020-07-14 6:33
>>45 I love you mate, I love your dog too. Dogs are far more important than females, and considering all the upsides, and the lack of most downsides, are better for you in total.
Thought about killing myself until I saw my dog and remembered only I can love him enough
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!L33tUKZj5I2020-08-06 1:08
My parents can look after my dog.
I'm a massive pussy when it comes to cutting it hanging so exit bag is the way. Gonna make it a nitrous oxide one.
My band just finished recording an album, I've mixed it all and it's been sent off for mastering. Once I know they definitely don't need me any more, I'm gonna fucking do it lads. I've had enough.
>>80 So that's where your hiding that CP USB stick.
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!L33tUKZj5I2020-08-08 19:35
>>81 Honestly next time I'm depressed I just need to do a few more shifts at work and buy another synth. Really cheered me up. I think it's because my setup is more complete now. Got the td3 and the Crave, a po33 sampler and boss 220a drum machine for backbeats.
Have more than one synth feels so much more complete. Can use the td3 for acid basslines and the Crave for pizzicato arpeggios or sweeping psuedo chord arpeggios drenched in delay. Already sounding more like ceephax acid or early Aphex twin
I have of late, wherefore I do not know, lost all my mirth, and all I have to show for my existence is 3,000 blunts for every day that I smoked weed, nay, months, nay years. my brain don't work no more.