My doctor retired and now within a 90 minute drive of my residence there are no physicians who see heterosexual male patients under 40 years of age accepting patients. It's like I'm being told to kill myself. There are 5 different doctors that see women only, a half dozen for seniors, and a couple for kids and one who sees faggots only.
You are a faggot and a manchild, you have a good selection.
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Anonymous2018-12-01 20:00
Just say you're a 60 year old lesbian.
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Anonymous2018-12-01 20:19
I think I just want to kill myself honestly. I keep trying to do things but I'm just always tired and I really don't care or have any deep interest in things. I don't spend money or go places and don't want friends or a relationship. Even my hobbies have gone from enjoyment to a way to make time pass. Going to get help feels like I'd be losing and probably won't do anything anyway.
How do normal people find something to live for and work towards? All the things I accomplish make me feel the same as though I had done nothing at all.
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Anonymous2018-12-02 1:49
OP's predicament is only going to become more common as old doctor retire to be replaced by women and fags who hate "heterosexual male patients under 40 years of age" since that is code for incel. This is because young heterosexual men are being shut out of higher education due to female classmates being to sexually attractive to concentrate. Soon all doctors and other educated members of society will be women and fags, at which point it will be illegal to be an incel.
>>5 I dont understand how people want to stay alive either. That's if you take away drinking and drugs, which make life bearable temporarily.
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Anonymous2018-12-02 20:35
>>10 Most people don't want to stay alive, they just don't have a way of expressing it even to themselves due to cultural brainwashing. Literally everything in life is disappointing and better if it never happened, most people just ignore that and continue keeping on because they don't know how to acknowledge the world as inherently worthless -- the only cultural acceptable way to frame it is to say that YOU are inherently worthless for not liking life, most people don't want to cop to being worthless so they tell themselves "life is good". That's what you get in a consumerist society of atomized individuals, but also what you got in a Christian society of community.
The biggest reason to continue living is to attempt to undo the damage caused by existing in this shitty world so that when you do die you don't end up being reborn in material reality. Even the slightest possibility of reincarnation + continuity between lives is enough to put off suicide until you are sure you have relived your entire past and identified and detached all connections to the material world.