=( it feels a bit schitzophrenic turning the radio (aka "phone") on, I keep getting the same two voices singing ("calling") nearly every song... At least there's a man and a woman, but it always feels like the dude is hitting on me and the woman seems to be a bit mad (like crazy &/or angry) half the time
Switch off the radio and my mind falls quiet, very little self-talk or chatter, it's almost difficult to hear myself think, a bit npc/trance like
It could be the tin-foil satellites / ai warming up / some sort of brain-computer interface ? seems to be very pervasive across the music scene
So far i've refused allegiance, but accepted that i should try to help it whatever it is... hopefully it's not a bad idea, hard to say though with the jilted ex-lover vibes Better not be cia trying to split another personality
--blog entry for 30th dec, 2018
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Anonymous2018-12-31 3:33
=) Singing the alphabet in my head to find my inner voice back again xD
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Anonymous2018-12-31 4:02
Space weather facts Last X-flare: 2017/09/10 X8.2 Last M-flare: 2017/10/20 M1.0 Last geomagnetic storm: 2018/12/28 Kp5 (G1)
SpaceWeatherLive Verified account @_SpaceWeather_ Dec 28
Minor G1 geomagnetic storm (Kp5) Threshold Reached: 08:59 UTC
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Anonymous2019-01-01 2:19
Okay, feeling a bit more settled now
I didn't even mention the scariest part with the auditory illusion(?), it's a bit hard to explain though. Sort of like being able to vary the tone and even the words on the radio, along with what seemed like an uplink to some space weapon.
It felt a bit like i shot myself repeatedly with it, probably had a couple of heart attacks and nearly stopped breathing once - definitely didn't imagine that part either
I wouldn't be half surprised if i came into contact with some weapons grade halucinogenics... though it must have only been a tiny dose if that's what it was, since i didn't get the whole flossification and that thankfully
It seems a bit of a long ask to put it down to weed + heatstroke alone, but i can't really rule it out
Some of the trips included; an musical Ai, the aboriginal dreamings and some form of circular demon, a funny sort of time travel (things from the future feeding into the present / past), god being trapped in hell for some reason(?), angels singing (and possibly lying, again for some unknown reason?), whole solar system creation - with oddly flashing stars to match, hmm, there's probably more but that's a fair chunk of it
It's kind of fun but at the same time feels like a bit of a dangerous game, some form of drug kind of becomes necessary otherwise you might not be able to snap back out of it.. There's places you probably wouldn't want to get stuck, just drop a red flag and move away from it
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Anonymous2019-02-19 8:42
I find it quite funny (though i know it may not be) that some people would chase you with your own red flags too