Name: Anonymous 2020-09-29 1:31
People my age are settling down and getting married. I'm still a kissless virgin. Just the other day an old friend that I knew back in high school has married his gf. I found out after stalking him on the internet. Yes, I stalk people on the internet. I can feel the noose getting tighter and tighter. My testosterone level is getting lower and lower. I'm getting overly emotional like a woman now.
I work in a hospital. I see the young nurses and it makes me so horny and depressed. But, many of them already have boyfriends. I learned that the hard and embarrassing way. I tried to talk to them. Yes, it's completely over for me oh God just send a bolt of thunder on me and kill me. I can see their faces cringe when I try to talk to them. As a result, I end up cringing at myself and the conversation ends there because I can't continue after that.
I've since stopped because I could lose my job if I keep doing such stupid things. I think it's time to check out of this world. I will order some fentanyl and overdose on it. It's obvious that my genetics are not desirable. I can't live to old age. It would be a crime. It's cowardly. It's pathetic. I can't do it. I don't want to do it.
I work in a hospital. I see the young nurses and it makes me so horny and depressed. But, many of them already have boyfriends. I learned that the hard and embarrassing way. I tried to talk to them. Yes, it's completely over for me oh God just send a bolt of thunder on me and kill me. I can see their faces cringe when I try to talk to them. As a result, I end up cringing at myself and the conversation ends there because I can't continue after that.
I've since stopped because I could lose my job if I keep doing such stupid things. I think it's time to check out of this world. I will order some fentanyl and overdose on it. It's obvious that my genetics are not desirable. I can't live to old age. It would be a crime. It's cowardly. It's pathetic. I can't do it. I don't want to do it.