Please Be Patient

For I have autism. I try my best to suppress my autistic tendencies, it's a type of lobotomy in a way but much more mentally straining. Since my autistic tendencies are generally frowned upon it makes it extra important for me to suppress it.

Besides that I have other mental disorders that generally brings trouble and annoyance to others. I try not to attention whore online I really do but I can't resist attention whoring. It's a part of my general mental deficiency.

I have been teaching myself to program because I want to be useful. I think I am deluding myself. But my mental deficiency prevents me from accepting that. I will succeed

You must be unaware of the TV drama series "The Good Doctor" Fully Autistic and mostly fully functional. Ratings of this show have been phenomenal.

Now just Man up and get on with life.

Fully Autistic and mostly fully functional.

How can they be at both ends of the spectrum?

>>3
The spectrum is circular. Think of a round horse shoe, quite unlike regular horseshoes in that it is a closed circle. The two furthest points actually occupy the same space. That is the spectrum we are dealing with here.

UwUtism

>>4
What a horrible analogy, horseshoes aren't circular. However, rainbows are when not obscured by the horizon, and even better, they are a literal spectrum.

Next time try a little harder.

Please Be Patient

Were updating you're computer. Don't worry, your files are right where you left them.

Autism is curable
https://embraceasd.com/the-fever-effect/
The research has been optimistic in that greater than 50% of autistics respond positively to treatment,[16] with one report indicating a 56% response rate at week 30, in a trial where 125 mg of broccoli seed powder was taken 3–8 times a day depending on weight.