I'm a 49 year old man who only relates to pre-teen girls, can't make friends my own age/gender

I was thinking of going tranny just so it wouldn't seem so weird that I only hang with girls 9-13. Obviously I mean online, and they all think I'm their age and gender, but just in case I was ever exposed by fcebook staff or similar. It's not even only sexual, it's just I can't muster the energy to talk to some hairy yet balding old asshole and have him drone on about his boring life. I just find something socially energizing about pre-teen girls, their lives are so fascinating and I can actually pay attention. It's allowed me to come out of my shell for the first time ever.

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Creepiness is ugliness + power, transfolk, as marginalized transfolk, cannot be creepy.