>>3My shrink, about 6 months ago, diagnosed me to be a schizophrenic pedophile... And therefore could be supressed with those expensive meds.. He said that I got a delusion that prepubescent (10 years old) girls are orders-of-magnitudely pleasurable than girls my age (read: adult)...
The question is, is there any mental disorder called Schizophrenic Pedophilia? And, am I really suffering from schizophrenia? I don't hear voices, delusioning, etc.. Thus, I'm not suffering from schizophrenia.. I only suffer from ANT.. I have to admit that I suffer from a severe ANT, I perceive everything negatively in an impulsive manner.. My mind generates boatload of negative feelings, fortune tellings, mind readings, etc.. I can't control it..