I got nobody I am nobody soul is muddy think it's funny alone around my "friends" when will it ever end? forlorn and forgotten core turned rotten abandoned in my darkest hour people wonder why I've turned sour superficial social interactions leave me without satisfaction alone in a crowd smoke some loud "we should hang out again some time" but we both know they're lyin' feeling trapped and walled in tomorrow gonna call in take a sick day to lay in bed feel sorry for myself and wish I was dead can't connect, can't relate dying alone and unhappy is my fate no one asks "are you ok?" no one asks "how was your day?" reflect on fleeting memories emotional agonies longing for times that once were sometimes I still think about her no one to come home to I still sorta want you feeling broken and hollow hope it will get better tomorrow