Another pedophilia thread.

A few questions were asked of me in the pedophilia thread, so I will start a discussion here related to how my attractions started, what they are specifically, how they have affected me as I have grown older and how I cope with them now.

Alright, I will go ahead and be blunt here and start off with my attractions. I classify myself to be a 40 (near 45) year old non-exclusive and non-acting pedophile with an incredible and powerful urge to either casually have sex, rape, or kill girls aged 6 to 14, the most common ages being 10-12. The fantasies with rape and kill typically include monsters under the bed, closet, death by strangulation, being fucked to death, killed by monsters, and usually always end with the sight of their feet and legs kicking to try and get free. These fantasies started after watching one particular episode of Rugrats as a child.

As I said, this is linked to an episode of Rugrats. The episode name is "Under Chuckie’s Bed." I will provide a link as well as the timeframe of where my fantasies began to derive from.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMQP4z5KCXc

5:30 to 6:22.

Too far.

That is your blog. Nice blog post. Bro.

I miss the days when I was the one who posted pedoshit. My posts were happy and fun and never involved cruelty (until the dreaded Fat Nuggets-kun came along). It was about cute little 2hus and their silly hats and frilly dresses and whining about how everyone wanted me dead. Now the RedCream impersonator is posting disgusting, disturbing kopipe from God-knows-where and I can't take it easy.